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What shocked everyone was that a person who had a computer and live broadcast equipment, had access to station B, and was able to make videos, could not eat strawberries, and finally died alone in poverty.Have. . .
            大家震撼的是,一个有电脑和直播设备、能接触到B站、会做视频的人,吃不起草莓,最后在贫病中孤独死去。有网友评论:“high

tech low life”再也不是科幻,已经成为现实。

01.205室的年轻人

At No. 344 behind the fruit shop, a young man died.The news spread to Yingbin Avenue in Huili County, Liangshan Prefecture, Sichuan Province in just a few days.No. 344 Yingbin Avenue is a five-story old building hidden in a narrow alley.

这里的房屋租金最贵不超过500元,一般300多,水电全包。租户们平日里互相不来往,但他们都知道“205室死了个男生”。他们也记得,当天来了许多警车,堵在街口,人被担架抬了出去。

这个年轻人叫陈淞阳,今年23岁。在网上,他有个更为人熟知的名字——“墨茶”,是B站的“虚拟主播”。

The neighbours pieced together the image of Mocha based on the last remaining memories: they look like they are in their thirties; they are almost XNUMX meters tall, which makes them stand out among Sichuanese; they are fat, about two hundred catties, and they wear a pair of frames. glasses.

迎宾大道344号就夹在两家水果铺中间,水果铺的老板都见过这个年轻人。很久以前,他过来买过草莓,15元一斤,“只买了一点点,不到十块钱”。

楼下羊肉馆的店主林婆婆告诉全现在,有时候自己在店里忙碌,透过灰蒙蒙的玻璃门,会看见这个小伙子从迎宾大道的一端慢慢踱到另一端。他低着头,肚子凸出来一大块,走路像抱着一个大西瓜。林婆婆觉得,那是“不正常的、病态的胖”。

他总是皱着眉头,嘴角下撇,看起来心事重重。偶尔,他会光顾羊肉馆,点15元的大份羊肉粉,菜单上那个加肉20元的选项,他没选过。他很少说话,每次都把汤喝到一滴不剩。林婆婆总觉得他没吃饱,“要不要再来点,不要钱”。他不说话,摇摇头。

会理县四面环山,入冬后气温骤降,阴冷渗进骨头里。2020年12月20日,墨茶在网络上感叹“冬天难熬啊”,“出去丢垃圾,差点冻死”。当天他直播的愿望是:挣到一顿饭钱;再奢侈一点的愿望是买个新热水壶,因为当时用的热水壶有一股锈味。但碍于直播观看量惨淡,“看来还得再忍忍”。

Granny Lin noticed that the young man always wore the same thin gray clothes.She guessed that he was in a difficult life, and every time he came, he added more flour and a few more pieces of lamb to the bowl, filling a large bowl with a spoon.

At noon on January 1, Granny Lin saw the police car next to the fruit shop.After a while, the stretcher was carried out by a person, covered with a white cloth, and it was not clear what it looked like.It wasn't until the father of the deceased came to express condolences the next day that she saw the similar face and knew that it was the young man living in room 10 who was dead.

The body was found by the XNUMX-year-old landlord Zhou's mother-in-law.

她独自住在五楼
,保留着每天遛弯的习惯。1月8日,她下楼,看到205室的门缝下方露出一茬灯光,她敲敲门:“小陈,小陈,别忘了关灯。”没有人应答,她猜想小陈可能不在家。遛弯回来,灯仍然亮着,她回到家,拨了小陈的电话,对面是忙音。第二天早上,周婆婆下楼做艾灸,看了一眼205,灯还亮着。

小陈“呼噜打得狠”,楼墙隔音不好,每天晚上,上下两层的邻居们总能听见呼噜声。他们告诉周婆婆,呼噜声这两天消失了。周婆婆有点恼火,她猜测小陈出去忘了关灯,或是搬去了别的住处。她叫来了开锁师傅,打算把灯关上。

1月10日早上,开锁师傅打开了205的门。房间杂乱,地上散落着方便面袋子、白色的药瓶和饮料瓶。至于小陈,正四脚朝天地“睡”在床旁边的地上,粉色花点的被子结结实实地裹住头和身子,一双光着的脚从另一头露出来。

“怎么睡在地上”,周婆婆想。她喊了声“小陈”,又上前拍拍。一旁的开锁师傅觉得,“这人不对劲,要报警”。周婆婆赶紧找妹夫帮忙报了警。录口供时,警察告诉周婆婆,小陈昨晚就离世了。

小陈是去年六月份搬进205室的。刚被中介带到周婆婆面前时,他有点羞涩地问,交不上季付的话,能不能按月付租金。周婆婆答应了,“但是你要讲信用”。小陈很讲信用,每个月都按时交上370元房租。

This is a room less than 20 square meters, with a concrete floor, equipped with a iron frame bed, a desk and a bathroom.There is a big window in front of the bed, and the sunlight is half blocked by the building opposite.

According to local folk customs, if the deceased did not die in his own home, then he must do a ritual in his residence, otherwise the soul cannot enter the Yin Cao Netherworld.After Xiao Chen's death, Granny Zhou waited for several days, but she didn't see his family come to do anything. She was anxious and sad, so she paid for the Taoist priest.After the ritual, Granny Zhou hired someone to move the bed, tables and chairs out of the room, repainted the walls, put new locks on the door, and turned down all tenants who wanted to rent.

坊间传言四起。有人告诉林婆婆,死掉的小陈今年23岁。林婆婆心里震了一下,她自己的小儿子今年也是23岁,在外面打工,她每天都会给儿子打电话,问他吃没吃饭,天冷了有没有加衣服。还有人说,小陈“爹妈离婚,找妈被撵出来,找爸也不要”,林婆婆惊讶又气愤,眼圈泛红,“怎么有这样的父母?这样的人不配当人父母”。

In a parallel space unknown to Granny Lin, the death of the virtual anchor Mocha is setting off a storm of public opinion.

哀悼最开始是在小圈子进行的。1月19日,网友伊里奇在B站动态发布了一则“讣告”:墨茶因贫病交加,不幸逝世。配图是处理成黑白色的墨茶虚拟形象。

两天内,这则讣告,连同墨茶生前在B站发布的动态,被陆续搬运到各大社交平台,登上热搜榜,获得海量的评论和转发,迅速“破圈”。

网友们根据社交平台上的动态,拼凑出一个负债累累,贫病交加的墨茶——住在危楼里;患有糖尿病、胃病、肝病等多种疾病;买不起胰岛素,药要论片买;用着二十块钱买的电饭煲,吃泡面果腹,饿急了会去捡烂梨子吃。B站的倒数第二条动态里,他写道,“特别特别想吃草莓,可惜草莓太贵了。”

“讣告”发出后两天,伊里奇打开B站,几乎每一秒都会有新消息弹出,有传达哀悼的网友,有想要采访的记者,还有宗教人士希望为墨茶做法事。

墨茶的经历被视作电影《被嫌弃的松子一生》的现实版。有网友称,“破防了,身前身后都这样孤独绝望”;亦有人形容看到讣告后“心脏总觉得像是隔着冰层被橡皮锤猛砸了一下,咚的一声”。

大家震撼的是,一个有电脑和直播设备、能接触到B站、会做视频的人,吃不起草莓,最后贫病中孤独死去。有网友评论:“high tech
low life”再也不是科幻,已经成为现实。

02.Pieces of computer, life and friendship

2018年,伊里奇在一个虚拟主播的小群里认识了“墨茶”。

墨茶在群里发过自己做的视频,伊里奇觉得“技术相当不错,审美很对我的口味”。在伊里奇的印象中,墨茶为人谦逊,虽然技术高超,但从来不会吹嘘自己多厉害。

Ilyich is a medical student.One day, Mocha had a private chat and asked him: What is the cause of the stomachache?Illich asked in detail where it hurts, how long it took, and so on, and finally concluded that it was a peptic ulcer.Mocha said that he did not have the money to buy medicine. Illich bought the medicine for two months and mailed it to him. He made a list of medicines and told him to take the medicine for a year, otherwise the symptoms would not be cured.

Mocha seems to have a lot of illnesses, and he will come for consultation every three to five, and the two of them slowly become acquainted.Occasionally one day when I chatted, Yi Liqi knew that after taking the medicine, Mocha had no money to continue.

Mocha gradually mentioned his living conditions, working as a stevedore in Chengdu, earning 300 yuan a month and paying XNUMX yuan rent.The tone was ordinary, but Ilyich felt shocked. He had never seen such a person in his life before. How can you live a month with XNUMX yuan?Illich did not dare to think.Mocha reports that he often breaks, and sometimes breaks the instant noodles and eats several times. There are mountains nearby, and he once went up the mountains to pick weeds and wild vegetables.In addition, he will pick up things to eat.

在墨茶的讲述中,2018年四五月份,因雇主欠薪不发,他前去讨薪,却被黑心老板踩断身份证,赶了出去。失去生活来源的墨茶此时又遭遇了诈骗,被陌生人用支付宝“花呗”五百元额度换取了两百元现金。当时,他还不知道“花呗”为何物。

房租眼看到期,身体状态又糟糕,墨茶只能回到老家,但彼时他连路费都无力承担。这是群友们第一次以“借款”的名义资助墨茶。从这时开始,群友们开始陆陆续续支援墨茶。

墨茶始终保留着自尊心,他不愿意说出“要”字,只说“借一点”;不说具体金额,收到钱后反复说“谢谢”,保证自己赚到钱后一定还上。

伊里奇从来没想过“还钱”这档事,他林林总总“借”出去了一千。

After returning to his hometown, Mocha told everyone that he wanted to find a side job. Everyone suggested that he be a virtual anchor of vtuber to earn some extra income.But Mocha said that he had no equipment.

The equipment was sent little by little from all over the country.Everyone in the group together found that everyone has discarded old computer accessories in their homes, just enough to make up a computer.Illich sent a set of audio equipment, a monitor headset, a sound card and a microphone.Two days later, Mocha sent the assembled computer photos to the group, and was very happy in words.

Along with it, there is another gift, an avatar designed by a group of friends for Mocha-a black-haired boy with bangs and a pale face.

墨茶就这样开始了自己的虚拟主播生涯。他非常勤奋,身体还算舒服的话,每天都会播。粉丝只有百十来号,看直播的也基本是群友。2020年11月,墨茶向空荡荡的留言区播报,“今晚恢复直播,但是我该播什么了?战地1,OW?”身体病痛时,他会发布动态说:“很抱歉没法一直直播,今天身体不太好,得休息下。”当时下面只有一条评论,是三个拥抱的B站表情。

In Illich's eyes, Mocha's video clips are smooth and have a good sense of rhythm, not losing to professionals who have graduated from majors.The biggest disadvantage is that the preference for material is confusing.Illich said that on the one hand, there is no way out for MAD itself; on the other hand, Mocha is very reluctant to do some themes that he doesn't like, and the themes he likes are all unpopular.

做视频基本没有收入。墨茶还是得四处打工,但受限于糟糕的身体状态,很难找到合适的工作。2019年10月底,他说找到一份看仓库的工作,值夜班,不准玩手机,不准坐着。从前一天晚上到次日中午,他在仓门口连着站了十几个小时。下班后,他在群里抱怨:“难受死了”,“我都不知道一晚上怎么度过的,迷迷糊糊的。”

网上的墨茶一直很乐观,买饮料连中两次“再来一瓶”也值得发一条动态。2020年7月底,他发布动态:“没想到不知不觉已经一百粉丝了,这是好的开始”。

在伊里奇眼里,墨茶是个很不错的朋友,为人真诚,很少抱怨。他提过想吃伊里奇做的辣椒酱,伊里奇给他邮寄了一瓶。2020年11月,墨茶手术出院,伊里奇还给墨茶写过一首印象曲,发布在B站上:“这是写给@墨茶Official的一首原创曲祝贺他战胜了疾病,取得了一个阶段性的胜利或许前面还有千难万险,但我相信黑茶一定能坚持着走下去的”。

妖羊是群里资助墨茶最多的人。2020年12月8号,妖羊给墨茶开通了“有生之年第一个提督加舰长”。当天,墨茶专门发了一条动态表达感谢。

Excluding the rake and taxes, the admiral can finally receive XNUMX yuan in a month, which will be his biggest income since his live broadcast career. B station regulations: the income can be withdrawn only the following month, and it takes several days to arrive in the account.

Mocha died a month later.

03.是“清羽”还是“墨茶”

There were early signs of everything, and the pain has been torturing the ink tea.According to station B news, after taking the medicine sent by Ilyich, his stomachache often made it difficult for him to fall asleep. At least he also suffered from liver disease and diabetes.Since the beginning of winter, Mocha's body has gone from bad to worse.He told himself in the group that he often vomited and was thirsty, and needed to drink water every five minutes; in the end, he had to rely on his hands to hold a piece of paper.

最大的问题还是穷。他买不起胰岛素,售价1.8元的药片只能论片买。2020年12月30日左右,网友们筹集了一笔医药费,劝墨茶去医院治疗。

2021年1月4日之前,墨茶还有一些零散发言,说自己去了医院。那之后,一条也没有了。伊里奇隐约有了不好的预感,1月10日,他打电话给墨茶,对方是一个男声:“我儿子死了”。

伊里奇猜测墨茶的死因为酮症酸中毒,这是糖尿病的一种并发症,多因饥饿诱发。“就算我不说贫病交加,其实最后他的死因也基本上只能用这四个字来形容。”伊里奇自责,“如果能有再来一次的机会,我会逼他去医院。”

而就在网友们为墨茶之死扼腕时,有人在另一个群里发了一张截图,一名网友怀念道,“六年前在csol认识的墨茶,那时大家叫他清羽”。于是,默默潜水的老群友,连同那些被埋葬的往事,一起炸了出来。

舆论风向也很快出现反转。有人发帖,言之凿凿地说墨茶是骗子,死亡是一场金蝉脱壳的骗局。帖子中枚举证据,指出从2013年开始,墨茶就曾以同样的话术在许多群里卖惨,借钱,然后消失。还有网友扒出墨茶曾使用过的ID包括“墨茶official”“黑茶”
“红茶”和“清羽”。一则聊天截图里,ID为“内鬼”的网友说,自己之前在京东工作,有办法查个人信息,还在360干过,能爬浏览记录。他用了各种手段,得出结论:墨茶“大概率没死”。贴文最后发出呼吁,“希望大家多多转发,让更多的人看清墨茶到底是一个什么样的人。”

04.“大约孔乙己的确死了”

直到几天前,哲庆才把去世up主“墨茶”和自己所认识的骗子“清羽”对上号。

2016年,哲庆在一个视频剪辑同好群认识了清羽。哲庆告诉全现在,当时他还在读大学,对于视频剪辑一窍不通,抱着学习的心态加群。而清羽是群里的大佬,精通AU(
Adobe Audition的简写,一种音频录制和编辑软件),“非常牛逼的那一类”,在群里论技术能排到前三。

清羽很话唠,每次打开群都能看见他发言。他最喜欢的动漫是《四月是你的谎言》,在群里的头像是男主角有马公生,后来又改成了女主角宫园薰。他的脾气有点大,有小白请教一些入门级的问题,会被清羽直接怼,“百度去”。

在MAD圈(指电玩文化、动漫文化、同人文化界别中的多媒体作品)里,大佬有脾气很正常,哲庆等小白尊敬他,又有点怕他,但“谁都没有想过这样的人会借钱不还”。

There are two months of preparation before borrowing money.Everyone vaguely knew that Qing Yu had a bad relationship with her family. In the spring of 2016, he said in the group that he took a private order for making a video, but because of a fight with his mother, his mother broke the computer.So he ran away from home, couldn't find a place to live, didn't have a computer, couldn't hand over the work, and had to pay liquidated damages, which he couldn't even pay.Qingyu posted a few photos in the group, one was the video interface being edited, and the other was the smashed computer.In the photo, the data cable is torn off and the keyboard is cracked.

After that, Qingyu often said that he had a miserable life.When I said this, I would add a few pictures, sometimes on a barren mountain, sometimes in an Internet cafe, sometimes even sleeping on the street.

最早接到求助电话的是阿航。阿航是群里的“老大哥”,不仅技术是当之无愧的第一,性格也温和。清羽告诉他,自己暂住在网吧,身无分文,问能不能借点钱。阿航当时刚参加工作,立即打过去了五百块钱,一个月内,又分两次打过去一千元。

两个月内,清羽以不同借口陆续向群友借钱,但从没还上过。借钱的底气渐渐不足,从一开始说“过两个星期保证还你”,到后面开始卖可怜。

Trust collapsed little by little.At the beginning, a group of friends saw a photo of Qingyufa's Sleeping Street, which seemed familiar. They used Baidu to identify the picture and found the original picture on Tieba.After being exposed, Qingyu stopped talking immediately.But after that, he still took the photos correctly, and was picked up as a net map. He was silent for a while, then changed the topic after a while and continued to talk.

Back then, the Overwatch game became a big hit, and the account of this game required payment.Qingyu borrowed a group friend's account to play. When the group friend logged in again, he found that the password had been changed.This incident immediately blew up in the group, and the angry group friends accused Qingyu, who did not respond positively and did not make much excuse.Since then, everyone's grievances towards Qingyu have deepened.

清羽自述的经历也难以让人信服。2016年暑假前一天,他忽然兴致高昂地告诉大家,父亲回来了,要带他开公司,“我要飞黄腾达了”。过了两天,又说父亲要带自己去西藏玩,“你们说我要不要打只藏羚羊?”

When he appeared in the group again, Qingyu became low.He said that his father left himself in the wild, and he walked for two days before returning to his residence, imitating "Survival in the Wilderness" on the road and drinking water from the ditch.

这套说辞在哲庆看来逻辑混乱,过于魔幻,群友们也越发怀疑“这人是个骗子”,连带怀疑起他之前说的那些被母亲赶出家门、流浪街头的经历。

最让大家耿耿于怀的还是一直没有还上的钱。清羽在群里出现时,会有人直接圈他问,“你为什么老借钱,之前借的还了吗”“什么时候还钱”。清羽不回应,哲庆就嘲讽他两句,有人会随声附和,大部分人默不作声。

Money is always a thorn.After another while, as soon as Qingyu appeared in the group, no matter what he said, he would immediately fall into the cold.

Qing Yu said fewer and fewer words. The last speech stayed on January 2017, 1, and the gray QQ portrait never lighted up.

刚消失的半个月,看到欠钱类新闻,群友还会圈他,“要不要出来还钱”。渐渐的,他逐渐被大家遗忘,“清羽欠钱不还”变成群里专属的梗。因为发言荒诞,借钱不还,大家用“孔乙己”代指他。偶尔聊到,哄笑一阵,有人模仿鲁迅的口吻揶揄:“大约孔乙己的确死了”。

如今的哲庆早已不再做视频,他当了程序员,过起了“社畜”生活。

对这些老群友来说,追回钱不那么重要了。但他们想“求一个明白”,“墨茶”到底是不是“清羽”?“清羽”真的死了吗?除阿航外,哲庆和大多数群友不相信清羽死了,他们觉得他一定是欠钱太多,编造一个不存在的“表哥”,自己跑路了。

Selling miserably, to pave the way for borrowing money, the dynamics left by the ink tea are still familiar formulas.Zhe Qing wanted to expose this habitual deception. He used his time off work to start collecting evidence with his group of friends.

证据并不难找,很多线索都对上了——地址都是四川凉山;群友通过支付宝转账时,曾经得知清羽的真名,与墨茶2020年6月去医院检查的入院凭证上露出的姓名边角一致。最后基本可以确信,“清羽”和“墨茶”就是同一个人。许多网友纷纷发来转账给清羽的截图,有的八百,有的五百,加起来远远超过了立案金额两千元。“说得好听一点叫借,其实就是骗”,哲庆说。

Zhe Qing and the group of friends made a plan to summarize the chat records and transfer records, and then contact other deceived persons to hand over the matter to the police.

However, the chat content was transferred out by a group of friends, which caused an uproar.

1月22日,晚上八点多,哲庆打开群,六千多条消息弹出来。聊天记录翻不过来,他在群里问,发生了什么事?立即有人转给他清羽所在地方政府的回应:遗体已火化。那一刻,哲庆恍惚了一下,头皮发胀,“怎么就像小说里写的那样?孔乙己的确死了。”

Zheqing flipped through the pages of Mocha's B station, and the long-lost familiarity spontaneously emerged.

他还是喜欢《四月的谎言》,做了《四月的谎言》的AMV,哲庆觉得这部番剧水平一般,看了一遍没再二刷;他居然还在做MAD,还在动态里说,“做MAD死路一条”。哲庆看到会心一笑,这句话是视频圈公认的,“这种视频音频MAD肯定都是死路一条,没钱赚的。”

那条说“想吃草莓”的语气也让他无比耳熟。他记得,当时在群里,偶然聊起家中稀疏平常的生活,清羽会惊诧,“你们的家庭这样呀,真好。”有群友收到家人寄的东西,拍了照片在群里秀,清羽重复道:“真好啊,好羡慕你,真好。”

但“墨茶”和哲庆所熟悉的“清羽”还是有所出入——墨茶更谦逊温和,他会说“谢谢”,语气很客气。哲庆收集清羽欠钱不还的证据时,有人告诉他,她曾经在B站私戳墨茶,想向他求教剪辑技术,并当即打过去五百块钱作为学费。墨茶把钱退了回去说,“不用啦缺(“缺”是对方的昵称),你帮我的够多了,剪辑我会教你的放心吧”。

Zheqing thought repeatedly, maybe he really changed it?The prodigal son turned around?He guessed that Qingyu might have thought about paying back the money, and was also trying to make money.But until the moment he died, there was still not enough financial capacity.Zheqing also saw some netizens speculate that the net name went from Qingyu to Black Tea, and finally to Mocha. In the process, he gradually became desperate for life.

On January 1, AirAsia posted an article mourning Mocha in the column of station B, recalling the moments of getting along in 22, and also included the borrowed money and disappearing clips, but was scolded by netizens for throwing dirty water on the dead and rubbing the dead. The heat is a villain who eats human blood buns.

现在,哲庆和群友们只有两个诉求:一方面,虽然有九成九的把握,他们还是希望官方出来证实,“清羽”到底是不是“墨茶”;另一方面,大家也想帮阿航讨个公道——他借了钱,受了骗,做了好事,为什么还要挨骂呢?“好人就不应该被枪指着”,哲庆说。

05.“世界上有这么多草莓”

The spearhead of this online scolding war is also directed at Mocha's parents.

In the online version, Mocha was abandoned by his parents who ran away to hide their debts. The parents took away his only sheltered house from wind and rain, and found someone to beat him and sweep him out.Under this circumstance, he can only rent a small house in the county town and live the live broadcast while working.

It is a XNUMX-minute drive from Xichang City, where Liangshan Prefecture is located. A two-story building next to the provincial highway is the grandpa of Mocha.There is a dog, a few chickens and a pig at home, and there is less than one mu of self-cultivating land behind the house.Mocha has lived here for many years.

Ink tea's mother, Chen Xia, and Ren jointly run a foot bath shop in Xichang, and will return to her father's house the next evening.Recently, in order to avoid reporters, she started to go home in the morning.

在外公家,墨茶被唤作“阳阳”。发胖前的阳阳,一米七八,圆脸,身材匀称,很帅。读职高时有两三个女孩子追,但他一个都看不上。父亲杨明忠很得意,说儿子结婚不用愁。

阳阳的外公告诉All now,阳阳三岁时,陈霞和杨明忠离婚了。
杨明忠明确说不要孩子,陈霞表示,“你不要,我要”。

According to his grandfather’s recollection, when Yang Yang was six years old, Yang Mingzhong remembered his son again. He squatted at the school gate to wait for him during school hours and coaxed him to buy a toy car and brought Yang Yang back to his home in Huili County. .Yang Mingzhong is a small foreman.Sometimes when he is not at home, he asks Yangyang to eat alone in a nearby small restaurant, and when he comes back, he will check out the bill.When Yangyang was in elementary school, Yang Mingzhong bought him a computer.

During the three or four years at his father's house, Yang Yang never called his grandfather.Later, the father formed a new family and had another son.At the age of eleven or twelve, Yang Yang was sent back to Chen Xia, and the computer was transferred to his younger brother.

此时,陈霞也组建了新的家庭,阳阳就住在外公外婆家。陈霞对全现在回忆,上了初中后,阳阳开始叛逆,成绩不好,性格也变得内向,“啥子话不再跟我讲”。陈霞忙着挣钱养家,给生病的母亲交医药费,阳阳一不听话,她管教的方式就是上手打骂。

Yang Yang is more reserved and introverted.After graduating from junior high school, he went to a vocational high school in Huili County, where he majored in computer science.When there were two semesters before graduation, he ran home and said nothing was going on.

In this way, he squatted at home for more than a year, seldom went out, and spent the whole day playing with the computer in the house.

几年前的一个春天,外公看到一则广告,说是成都的一所铁路培训学校招生,培训三个月,包分配到铁路上,做安检、售票员之类的工作。外公心动了,他从积蓄拿出7700元的培训费。阳阳不情愿地去了。两个月后,打电话回来,说“校长不见了”,还说“别人都分配好工作走了,就我没有”。

Grandpa got through the principal's phone.The other party said that Chen Songyang was assigned a job, but he did not arrive.

Yangyang did not want to go home, saying that he would work in Chengdu.A few months later, he called Chen Xia and said that he hadn't signed a work agreement, and now he has no work and no money.Chen Xia immediately took the money.After that, every one or two months, Yang Yang would call to ask for money, and Chen Xia would pay three to five hundred yuan each time.

At the end of 2019, Yang Yang returned to his hometown. He has gained a lot of weight, his stomach has become awkward, and his taste has changed. He often buys meat dishes such as lo-mei and dried duck to share with his family.Grandpa guessed that Yang Yang had a pretty good time in Chengdu.After that, Yang Yang got fatter and fatter, and his round face became narrow at the top and wide at the bottom, swollen like winter melon.Chen Xia also noticed that there was a soybean-sized tumor on each side of her son's nose.

Chen Xia didn't know what her son was doing with the computer every day, and she couldn't understand it if he didn't say anything.The mother and son quarreled every three to five, and the contradiction intensified. One morning in March and April of 2020, Chen Xia asked her to introduce her son to a job, but the son refused to go, and the two argued.Angrily, Chen Xia knocked the computer to the ground.At noon that day, Chen Xia was sitting in the hall, and saw her son hired a tricycle to move the mainframe of the computer downstairs, took two or three more clothes, got in the car and left.

陈霞再没见过儿子。她辗转从杨明忠那里听说,儿子去了攀枝花的医院,打算把鼻子上的瘤子切掉,但术前查出了糖尿病和高血压,要住一段时间院,吃降糖药,之后才能手术。她打电话叮嘱儿子,做手术的时候一定要说一声,妈妈过去陪你。但阳阳一声不响地做完了手术。陈霞再听说时,他已经出院了。

与网络流传的版本不同,杨明忠住在乡下,距离会理县城一个多小时车程。和All now见面这天,他穿着破旧的牛仔裤,黑色棉袄左肘处有一大块绽开,翻出肮脏的棉絮。

“欠债”的部分是真的。2014年,杨明忠带着几个相熟的工友接了一个水利工程的项目,2016年,项目还没做完,负责人跑路了。杨明忠不仅没拿到工资,还欠下了工友的三十多万。

Without the money, the wife who later married also ran away, leaving behind his 2-year-old son.In recent years, he can only hide his debts everywhere.

In June 2020, Yang Yang came to the door and said that he would have an operation.Yang Mingzhong had no money at the time, so he could only pay the registration fee.As a result, my son went to the hospital and could no longer make calls.

阳阳再来就是11月了。杨明忠看到儿子,吓了一跳,鼻子两边的瘤子已经长成很大一坨。凉山州的医院“做不下”(做不好),附近最好的医院在攀枝花。杨明忠东拼西凑了一万块钱,带阳阳做了手术。儿子走之前,杨明忠又到隔壁的商店借了300块钱,拿给他。

陈霞后来也接到过儿子要钱的电话,她拒绝了。她想着,他实在“混不起”(混不下去),肯定要给大人开口,这样他就会听话,听安排去打工。

She got news from her son again, it was a death notice from the police station.

1月10日下午,杨明忠接到陈霞的电话,儿子死了。他不敢相信,给派出所打电话核实后,他找朋友借了一百块钱,赶到会理县城。儿子已经躺在殡仪馆的冷冻室里,口鼻处糊了一大滩凝固的血迹,杨明忠看了一眼,把头别过去。周围的人说,现场也有两大滩吐出来的血。杨明忠强忍着,把嘴角咬烂了一块,眼泪还是掉了出来。

He wanted to wash his son, but it was too heavy to drag, so he could only ask the funeral home to wipe off the blood, take a bath, and change his clothes.Outside the crematorium the next day, Chen Xia glanced one last time, her son closed her eyes, as if asleep.

Chen Xia took the urn home and buried it on the mountain behind her home.She asked a Taoist priest to do the ritual at home, and each door was pasted with yellow talisman paper.The sacrificial incense and three plates have been placed till now.

儿子去世之后,陈霞不敢独处。 没人说话的时候,悲伤铺天盖地袭来,她会放声大哭。她梦见过儿子一次:
在一个非常陌生的地方,对方看起来像儿子,又不太像,始终没说话,用一种悲伤的眼神看着她。 醒后她想到,梦见的是小时候的儿子。

Chen Xia keeps a thick photo album, with the most photos before the age of ten.In the group photo, Chen Xia put her arms around Yang Yang's shoulders, Yang Yang narrowed her eyes and smiled shyly at the camera.Later, there were fewer and fewer group photos, and most of the ID photos kept.

儿子过世后,有人将他的B站动态截图发给陈霞。她看到儿子说身体不舒服,几次说胃痛,痛到睡不着,也觉得撕心裂肺的痛:“但凡跟我们说一点,他就不至于走到这一步,有什么病,我倾家荡产也要给他治。再不听话到哪种地步,我也不可能见死不救。”

看到儿子最后的动态里说想吃草莓,又说过想吃饺子,陈霞愧疚得要死,“这孩子怎么那么傻?别说生病了,就是想吃点啥,只要你开口,怎么可能不给你买呢?”

陈霞说她再也不会吃草莓了。路过卖草莓的水果摊,她也心痛得很,“世界上有这么多草莓,而我儿到最后也没吃上一口。”

此前有媒体报道称,“墨茶一度误入歧途,曾因参与违法犯罪行为,多次被公安机关打击处理”,陈霞和杨明忠都向全现在表示,没听过这档事。“我的孩子我知道,他不会做违法的事”,杨明忠说,阳阳在他眼里一直是个内向,善良的孩子,“他本来就不喜欢在外面乱交朋友,他怎么违法?他没有这个胆子,没有这种事。”

06.Tombstone of the Internet

In recent days, Chen Xia has received several calls from the village, suggesting that she deletes her son's account, otherwise the effect will not be good.Chen Xia also knew that all over her account was scolding her, but that was after all traces left by her son during his lifetime. The staff at station B contacted her and asked if she wanted to keep the account as a commemorative account. She didn't think about it, and didn't say whether to keep it or not.A few days later, Yang Mingzhong called and said that Yang Yang's account number was no longer visible.Chen Xia was a little anxious again. After fiddling with her phone for a long time, she didn't know where to look.

陈霞看不到的地方,这场网络葬礼仍在继续。截至1月30日下午,“墨茶Official”的账号已经获赞645.7万,粉丝数达到169.3万,较他生前翻了近一万倍。“墨茶Offical”的话题在微博已经有6亿阅读和27万讨论。

An Qin also paid attention to Mocha. She knew Mocha lived in Huili County and was her hometown.When looking at Mocha's dynamics, she found that not only was the photo of her residence very similar to her own, but the bathroom door was also different from the subtle patterns on the road.It was not until I saw the address of Mocha in the news that it was at No. 344 Yingbin Avenue that Anqin knew that the deceased Master Up lived downstairs.

“早点知道就好了,”安琴开始为这个不认识的年轻人感到自责。虽然她的经济条件也一般,但草莓和饺子还是买得起的。

An Qin joined a QQ group mourning Mocha. There were more than a thousand people in the group. The group members raised funds to ask An Qin to buy a bunch of sunflowers and a pork dumpling, and she bought a box of strawberries by herself.

房东周婆婆对这场声势浩大的网络葬礼并不知情。有一天,她发现205室门口忽然堆着许多草莓,楼道狭窄,她只好请人帮忙清理出去。但第二天,又会“长”出新的新鲜草莓。

刚搬到迎宾大道时,墨茶会在傍晚去附近的濯缨桥,那里杨柳低垂,灯光闪烁,距离墨茶的住所只需要步行三五分钟。他把照片分享到B站,配文“住处的附近”。1月26日,为了不给周婆婆带来麻烦,安琴把花、饺子和草莓带到濯缨桥下。

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